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the human race is such a disappointment, don't you think? really, everyone expects everyone else to be nice to them while they themselves are allowed to be mean and evil. i know, i'm like that sometimes... but it's quite sickening when you try to make an effort to be nice to people and they're just flat out. BLAH. yes. and. just a thought. is it evil to call someone a shithead if they really are a shithead? but we digress. anyways. right now, there's this battle raging around in my head. where 2 of my instincts are rather in a conflict. on the one hand, i know i must try to be a good Christian, and a good witness to people and such. HOWEVER. i know too, that i'm not exactly an ultra guaikia, and therefore may give people a warped view of Christians in that i claim to be one and yet do not live out my faith. it is tempting to just be my evil self. but thats not right either, is it. oh wells. i feel the need to whack something now. *whack whack pow bish. lydia says i'm cynical and i see the glass as half empty. that's quite sad, because i don't think i really do. for example. if the apple juice in the fridge is running low, i would write "buy apple juice" on a piece of postit pad and stick it to the fridge. so is that optimistic, pessimistic, or practical? *shrugs. if i had the power to do anything in the world right now, i would probably alter the calender so that this coming saturday simply vanished, then we wouldn't have mep concert. STUPID STUPID MEP CONCERT. blah. but do not allow me to drag you down with cynicism, my happy friends, ho no! kindly continue being happy and perhaps it might be a success. just perhaps.
the words of my mouth and the thoughts of my heart Bless Your name, bless Your name, Jesus And the deeds of the day and the truth in my ways Speak of You, speak of You, Jesus For this is what I'm glad to do
It's time to live a life of love that pleases You
And I will give my all to You
Surrender everything I have and follow You
I'll follow YouLord, will You be my vision, Lord, will You by my guide Be my hope, be my light and the way And I'll look not for riches, nor praises on earth Only You'll be the first of my heart I will follow I will follow You
story that angcai told me: there was this black and white photo, of people in a church, singing and worshipping. amidst the black and white, there was only one person in colour, one person who stood out. why? this person was mute. yet, this person, who was unable to sing, was worshipping God with all his heart. and that's what matters. the only thing that should matter. the only thing that i want to matter to me, no matter what happens. DEAR GOD,just wanna say thanks for a pretty good worship practice today. although i'm kinda OUT of my comfort zone tmr, i pray tt You'll help me to worship You with all my heart, to please You, not do it for anyone else but You alone. i pray You'd be with each and every single one of us tmr, all of us in the worship team... angcai, eugene, bernice, caleb, me... help us to lead the congregation in worshipping You, and i pray tt our worship would be pleasing in Your eyes. please bless us tmr, and i really hope tt we'll bring a smile to Your face. (and it wouldnt hurt if You make us sound good too... have to be honest, that wld be my ideal! doing it for You and sounding good at the same time.!) i love You, Lord! Amen(:
Jars Of Clay - Show You Love Speak- say the words that no one else will ever say Love- love like the world we know is over in a day I'm gonna show you love in every language I'm gonna speak with words that need no form I'm gonna give you what you never had before You're beautiful and I'm weakened by the force of Your eyes so shine bright to separate the truth from the lies I'm gonna show you love So tie me to a tree and let the smoke and ash collect No, I won't regret to let love do what love will let We can drown in mixed emotions or walk an angry sea this is the cost of being free
mu . if we are the body why arent his feet going* says: ollie.. you're going for missions trip right? "... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
yes!
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
of course
mu . if we are the body why arent his feet going* says:
err why?
mu . if we are the body why arent his feet going* says:
as in. what makes you want to go?
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
love compels me
mu . if we are the body why arent his feet going* says:
ooh.
mu . if we are the body why arent his feet going* says:
alright
mu . if we are the body why arent his feet going* says:
would you like to elaborate further dear ollieWOLLIE!?
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
As followers of Christ,
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
things can be both complex and simple
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
complex because we want to live our faith in a complex and ever changing world
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
yet at it's heart,
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
the Christian Way is simple
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
Just 3 things,
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
you want to know what they are?
mu . if we are the body why arent his feet going* says:
yes please(:
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
you really want to know?
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
haha
mu . if we are the body why arent his feet going* says:
HAHAH OLLIE!
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
1
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
Love GOD
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
2
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
Love OTHERS
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
3
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
Make DISCIPLES
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
easy
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
1, 2, 3
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
So the Love for GOD and OTHERS compels me to go MAKE DISCIPLES
i shall remember this.
PLUS- Discipleship: Radical Obedience in Love. read backwards.. LORD!((:
bk star potatos are going at 20cents for NINE, i repeat, NINE! that's practically obscene! but it sure does make me happy(:
it just suddenly struck me, how truly unfortunate the people who died in the London bombings were. i mean. duh it's super sad tt they died and all, and some may not have been Christians. but the fact tt they died for no fricking reason at all but for some bloody person who wanted to make a statement. and were unfortunate enough to be there at that precise time and place. i could have been there. you could have been there. hell, ANYONE could have been there. what a sad world we're living in.
In a place that won't let us feel In a life where nothing seems real I have found you I have found you In a world that's moving too fast In a world where nothing can last I will hold you I will hold you Our lives will change when tomorrow comes Tonight our hearts drown the distant drums and we have music all right tearing the night A song played on a solo saxophone A crazy sound, a lonely sound A cry that tells us love goes on and on played on a solo saxophone It's telling me to hold you tight and dance like it's the last night of the world On the other side of the earth There's a place where life still has worth I will take you I'll go with you You won't believe all the things you'll see I know 'cause you'll see them all with me If we're together that's when we'll hear it again A song played on a solo saxophone A crazy sound, a lonely sound A cry that tells us love goes on and on Played on a solo saxophone It's telling me to hold you tight and dance like it's the last night of the world Dreams they were all I ever knew Dreams you won't need when I'm through Anywhere we may be I will sing with you a song... A song played on a solo saxophone So stay with me and hold me tight and dance like it's the last night of the world ok. call me nerdy but i'm listening to the Miss Saigon soundtrack now... it's super duper nice! esp this song ^. it's like my favourite la! woot! i wanna watch the thing again... last time i watched was like p5 and i was young and stupid and sleepy then. garrh.
i wish.
mu
mgs, acjc
crapbaggang!
christian
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the human race is such a disappointment, don't you think? really, everyone expects everyone else to be nice to them while they themselves are allowed to be mean and evil. i know, i'm like that sometimes... but it's quite sickening when you try to make an effort to be nice to people and they're just flat out. BLAH. yes. and. just a thought. is it evil to call someone a shithead if they really are a shithead? but we digress. anyways. right now, there's this battle raging around in my head. where 2 of my instincts are rather in a conflict. on the one hand, i know i must try to be a good Christian, and a good witness to people and such. HOWEVER. i know too, that i'm not exactly an ultra guaikia, and therefore may give people a warped view of Christians in that i claim to be one and yet do not live out my faith. it is tempting to just be my evil self. but thats not right either, is it. oh wells. i feel the need to whack something now. *whack whack pow bish. lydia says i'm cynical and i see the glass as half empty. that's quite sad, because i don't think i really do. for example. if the apple juice in the fridge is running low, i would write "buy apple juice" on a piece of postit pad and stick it to the fridge. so is that optimistic, pessimistic, or practical? *shrugs. if i had the power to do anything in the world right now, i would probably alter the calender so that this coming saturday simply vanished, then we wouldn't have mep concert. STUPID STUPID MEP CONCERT. blah. but do not allow me to drag you down with cynicism, my happy friends, ho no! kindly continue being happy and perhaps it might be a success. just perhaps.
the words of my mouth and the thoughts of my heart Bless Your name, bless Your name, Jesus And the deeds of the day and the truth in my ways Speak of You, speak of You, Jesus For this is what I'm glad to do
It's time to live a life of love that pleases You
And I will give my all to You
Surrender everything I have and follow You
I'll follow YouLord, will You be my vision, Lord, will You by my guide Be my hope, be my light and the way And I'll look not for riches, nor praises on earth Only You'll be the first of my heart I will follow I will follow You
story that angcai told me: there was this black and white photo, of people in a church, singing and worshipping. amidst the black and white, there was only one person in colour, one person who stood out. why? this person was mute. yet, this person, who was unable to sing, was worshipping God with all his heart. and that's what matters. the only thing that should matter. the only thing that i want to matter to me, no matter what happens. DEAR GOD,just wanna say thanks for a pretty good worship practice today. although i'm kinda OUT of my comfort zone tmr, i pray tt You'll help me to worship You with all my heart, to please You, not do it for anyone else but You alone. i pray You'd be with each and every single one of us tmr, all of us in the worship team... angcai, eugene, bernice, caleb, me... help us to lead the congregation in worshipping You, and i pray tt our worship would be pleasing in Your eyes. please bless us tmr, and i really hope tt we'll bring a smile to Your face. (and it wouldnt hurt if You make us sound good too... have to be honest, that wld be my ideal! doing it for You and sounding good at the same time.!) i love You, Lord! Amen(:
Jars Of Clay - Show You Love Speak- say the words that no one else will ever say Love- love like the world we know is over in a day I'm gonna show you love in every language I'm gonna speak with words that need no form I'm gonna give you what you never had before You're beautiful and I'm weakened by the force of Your eyes so shine bright to separate the truth from the lies I'm gonna show you love So tie me to a tree and let the smoke and ash collect No, I won't regret to let love do what love will let We can drown in mixed emotions or walk an angry sea this is the cost of being free
mu . if we are the body why arent his feet going* says: ollie.. you're going for missions trip right? "... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
yes!
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
of course
mu . if we are the body why arent his feet going* says:
err why?
mu . if we are the body why arent his feet going* says:
as in. what makes you want to go?
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
love compels me
mu . if we are the body why arent his feet going* says:
ooh.
mu . if we are the body why arent his feet going* says:
alright
mu . if we are the body why arent his feet going* says:
would you like to elaborate further dear ollieWOLLIE!?
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
As followers of Christ,
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
things can be both complex and simple
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
complex because we want to live our faith in a complex and ever changing world
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
yet at it's heart,
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
the Christian Way is simple
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
Just 3 things,
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
you want to know what they are?
mu . if we are the body why arent his feet going* says:
yes please(:
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
you really want to know?
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
haha
mu . if we are the body why arent his feet going* says:
HAHAH OLLIE!
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
1
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
Love GOD
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
2
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
Love OTHERS
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
3
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
Make DISCIPLES
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
easy
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
1, 2, 3
"... to live is Christ, to die is gain.." says:
So the Love for GOD and OTHERS compels me to go MAKE DISCIPLES
i shall remember this.
PLUS- Discipleship: Radical Obedience in Love. read backwards.. LORD!((:
bk star potatos are going at 20cents for NINE, i repeat, NINE! that's practically obscene! but it sure does make me happy(:
it just suddenly struck me, how truly unfortunate the people who died in the London bombings were. i mean. duh it's super sad tt they died and all, and some may not have been Christians. but the fact tt they died for no fricking reason at all but for some bloody person who wanted to make a statement. and were unfortunate enough to be there at that precise time and place. i could have been there. you could have been there. hell, ANYONE could have been there. what a sad world we're living in.
In a place that won't let us feel In a life where nothing seems real I have found you I have found you In a world that's moving too fast In a world where nothing can last I will hold you I will hold you Our lives will change when tomorrow comes Tonight our hearts drown the distant drums and we have music all right tearing the night A song played on a solo saxophone A crazy sound, a lonely sound A cry that tells us love goes on and on played on a solo saxophone It's telling me to hold you tight and dance like it's the last night of the world On the other side of the earth There's a place where life still has worth I will take you I'll go with you You won't believe all the things you'll see I know 'cause you'll see them all with me If we're together that's when we'll hear it again A song played on a solo saxophone A crazy sound, a lonely sound A cry that tells us love goes on and on Played on a solo saxophone It's telling me to hold you tight and dance like it's the last night of the world Dreams they were all I ever knew Dreams you won't need when I'm through Anywhere we may be I will sing with you a song... A song played on a solo saxophone So stay with me and hold me tight and dance like it's the last night of the world ok. call me nerdy but i'm listening to the Miss Saigon soundtrack now... it's super duper nice! esp this song ^. it's like my favourite la! woot! i wanna watch the thing again... last time i watched was like p5 and i was young and stupid and sleepy then. garrh.
i wish.
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