Monday, September 29, 2008
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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i hate this.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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i hate this.
Saturday, September 27, 2008
in the words of crystal,
"it's like home"
(yes, we ALWAYS have to do ahlian poses zero to n)Sunday, September 21, 2008
i liked studying with crystal on saturday(:
somehow it was like the old days, and it made me remember what it was like to actually have a goal (although i would say it's also kinda a dream, haha). and maybe to a certain extent, i think now i believe in myself a bit more. like she said, 42 days more is quite a bit of time, and its a space of time in which i can do alot. i CAN do alot. and if i think about it, i'm about to end my jc life in around 2 months, so if there's a time to give it my best shot, its now.
i think its probably time to stop thinking about the practicalities of things, and just do it, just give my best. i guess one thing that's been missing in my jc life is genuinely studying for God. it's something that just went out of my mind after secondary school, when i began just aiming to get by.
so i shall endeavour to run this race with perseverance, and i'll try, i honestly will, to bear in mind that it's Christ i'm doing this for(:
Saturday, September 13, 2008
the bestest 1h40 mins(:
hooray for meow, woof, and ouch.
i can't wait(: (: haha
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anywayssss. it's the cousinnnn!'s birthday today!
happy birthday bo!(:
I LOVE YOU MANY MANY<3
you're very far away at the moment, but rest assured we will have a special belated birthday celebration when you return(: i miss you like a shenjing but i'm very very glad youre doing good over there. i'm proud of you! hee(: see you soonnnnnn(:
Friday, September 12, 2008
ac open house 06. ming, dee, liza, nu, grace, me, sarae, nana, crys (:
it's been 2 years since!! HOW TIME FLIES. i still remember the yakun breakfast on the day, when crystal dropped her entire toast on the floor AHHAHA .and nana kept saying "i am coming i am coming! i am running like the wind!" ohhhhhh the memories(:
anyway, i was thinking about what it would be like if i had an lj. i think today, i would set my mood as Hopeful(: no, prelims results weren't stellar, but i have much to be thankful for. i credit whatever grades i managed to scrape to sheer grace, because i have not very much brains to speak of, nor did i study particularly hard. so thank You, God(:
i'm also hopeful for other things(: but we'll wait and see.
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
i like the smell of plastic(:
i just got new plastic zippy folders from bras basah and i am very pleased! i like zipping them and i like the smell. yay for plastic! i am completely disregarding the ozone layer and its needs, but i don't care, because i have my plastic files(:
i think i like the smell because it reminds me of new toys and those floats i used to use when i was a kid and hadn't learnt to swim properly yet. i used to LOVE swimming. those were the days, when i actually had a tan.
anyway, i am disgustingly unmotivated, and this is the term when i need it most!! i won't pretend i was ever a particularly driven person, but if i recall correctly, i used to have a sense of purpose i think! but now i don't feel like studying, AT ALL. even though that's of prime importance at this stage. sighhhhhh. this is terrible.
actually alot of things are terrible. but thankfully, i have those few speshall people that keep me happy(: and my plastic files too, of course.
Sunday, September 07, 2008
i just did the mbti test for the second time on fb! IVE CHANGED. i'm now infp. how peculiar! i shouldn't tell yan, if not she'll be happy because she predicted i'm introvert and not extrovert. HAHA. anyway, apparently other infps are:
Amy Tan
Jacqueline Kennedy
Helen Keller
John the Apostle
Homer
Anne Frank
Mary, mother of Jesus
William Shakespeare
Lisa Kudrow
all of which i think are pretty okay EXCEPT HOMER. i hate homer!
but lisa kudrow's there, so i guess that makes up for it. like i said, i <3 phoebe! hahaha(:
Saturday, September 06, 2008
one of my favourite parts in Duchess Of Malfi:
Antonio: "Best of my life, farewell; since we must part
Heaven hath a hand in't; but no other wise
Than as some curious artist takes in sunder
A clock, or watch, when it is out of frame,
To bring't in better order."
(:
and another,
Bosola, to duchess: look you, the stars shine still
Thursday, September 04, 2008
it is in placing too much trust in someone, and caring too much, that it hurts the most when (and it isn't even an if) they let you down.
loser.
this is the part i decide that i've stopped caring.