my lovely friend nic called me yesterday, and it was then that i realised how much i really miss her. knowing that she'll be back in 2 weeks plus really gives me something to look forward to. (the last time i had something to look forward to was when zai was coming back, so it's high time i got a new one!)
it kinda sucks having my 2 best/closest friends far, far away, one in the states and one in australia. but it's also great that we can still talk, after all this time, without awkwardness and all!(O: ahhaha it's amazing actually, particularly with nic, that both of us have changed SO MUCH over the years, and gone through so much, and seen each other's most embarrassing moments, and still continue to be friends now.(13 years and counting, nic!!) i thank God for the both of you(O:
OH AND MADHAVI TOO. man, is there EVER going to be a time when you, nic and my holidays coincide so we can go out and do crazy stuff together again?! sighhhhhhh. i miss you)O:
yucks now i'm thinking about all the pple who've gone overseas and i hope i get to see them all soon. super soon. asap! hmph.
i am going to watch american idol now to cheer myself up. laters!
If I could tell the world just one thing
It would be that we're all ok
And not to worry because worry is wasteful
and useless in times like these
I will not be made useless
I won't be idled with despair
I will gather myself around my faith for light does the darkness most fear
My hands are small, I know
but they're not yours
they are my own
but they're not yours
they are my own
and I am never broken
dear God, please make it all okay.
this marks the 200th post! and the end to a fairly bad day.
here's the secret.
I AM TOTALLY IN PAIN.
it all began with my sister. the maria ruth manning, who so stubbornly refused to get off my comp to let me work at my desk. thus, i proceeded to read the gp package on my bed. i FINISHED THE THING. (yey for me!) being very sleepy, i decided to take a 20 minute nap, aka until 9.20. BUT. me being me, i pressed 0920 on my phone instead of 2120.
AND SO I AWOKE AT 9.50 REALISING THAT I STILL HAVE A WHOLE PILE OF HOMEWORK TO COMPLETE.
well what better way to wake up than with an oreo or two right? so i headed to the fridge.
trot.
trot.
trot.
being very careful not to slip on the freshly mopped kitchen floor.
i took my oreos.
i headed back to my room.
trot.
trot.
trot.
unfortunately, i was disrupted by a random puddle in the middle of the living room floor. this stupid puddle, sent me flying head over heels, and the worst thing is tt i couldn't even stick out my arms to break my fall since i was holding the oreos. so anyway, congratulate me, i managed to hit my elbow on the sofa, my knees on the floor, and my oreos went rolling away in a variety of directions, leaving a black powder snowing onto the rug.
to add insult to the injury, my stupid sister actually came out of her room upon hearing the "thump, ARGH!" sounds, and LAUGHED AT ME. i feel so hurt.
and it seriously aches, because my knees ALREADY had 2 bruises on them from last weeks pe thanks to NATO! hahaha. and somemore today yanners was trying to draw on my face and thus made me fall backwards of my chair, causing me to whack my backbone on the hard, HARD, wall of the north lodge, and now there is a LUMP on my back, which if you ask me, is painful AND gross.
I AM HURTING HERE. help me!)O: