thanks mel. you're a really nice kid and i'm so thankful to have known you through choir and tt ur in my class.. thanks for your reassurance and encouragement.. thanks for agreeing to help me out tmr. thanks for sharing with me these song lyrics though *cough* i still don't know the tune haha. loveyou girl!(:
say to those who are broken hearted,
do not be afraidthe Lord your God is strong in his mighty hand
when you call on his name
he will come and savechorus: he will come and save you, he will come and save you
lift up your eyes to him
you will arise again. he will come and save you
don't know why i just really miss the pple who're overseas now.. esp madhi.. COME BACK! pfft. and it's quite. distressing (for lack of a better word) tt more pple are gonna leave. garrh.
i'm the kinda idiot tt usually cries at the departure gate.
ANYWAYS.
i don't really have much to blog abt. yes. partially because of lack of anything productive to say, and partially because i don't want to say it.
kinda defeats the purpose of a blog if you ask me. therefore you may see a nice shiny new post again soon, or not, see my mood. haah.
right. have a nice day.
incidentally, can one lock a blogspot blog? i know diaryland can, but can blogspot do it?
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.
There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you
You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize me
It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today
So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
it's hard not to yell scream shout rave rant, when it's the thing you'd most automatically do when faced with a situation like that. when your brain is swimming with the snidest remarks on earth, when sarcasm rules your every word. when you glare so hard at someone and they don't seem to notice. and you know it's bad when you can picture sharah singing "roll over the ocean roll over the sea" in reference to the movements of your eyeballs. and you feel really bad about feeling that way.
and then you pray, and God'll help make things better, help you control your hot temper. which may not be particularly characteristic of you, but still. God does miracles.
miracles like helping me to pass my mep paper when i fully expected to flunk. i got a2 for harmony paper, even, though i didnt KNOW there was a freaking harmony paper.
amazing, isn't it, the things that can be done when you're on His side?
thank you, God(:
indeed. at present, crys liza and i are sitting in the mep recording room because we're having free period. i feel like puking because the aircon stinks.
crystal: i left my curved rule upstairs! ahhh!
eliza and me: go bookshop and buy lah
crystal: no money!
eliza: "eliza lend me money!" "eliza got no money!"
hahahah. madness. really, crapbags sometimes make me very happy. then as the week goes on, like on friday, i become less happy, much like a deflated balloon. then i sleep away the weekend and become happy again. yey.
FLUTE EXAM ON 7th SEPTEMBER
PIANO EXAM ON 13th SEPTEMBER
helphelp i feel so. drowned. in work. like i have no time to even do my homework properly, much less do fun stuff like GO ONLINE! pfft. anyways. i would have died long ago if God wasnt there to carry me through. yes. i keep thinking "the joy of the Lord is my strength" and then i'm not so die-ish anymore.
eliza: like WHOAH. (she's playing isketch now)
referring to the MEP test:
mu . such a headache says:
hey. it's until what chpt arh.
ming ` says:
schoenberg
mu . such a headache says:
oh!
mu . such a headache says:
no alban bergywergy then?
mu . such a headache says:
great
ming ` says:
dont need
ming ` says:
she hasnt thought us abt bergywergy's boogiewoogie
HAVE YOU EVER...
+ Cheated on someone? nope
+ Been Cheated on? no...
+ Fallen off the bed? hemhem. errr. no? XD
+ Fallen for a relative? eew no.
+ Broke someone`s heart? no!
+ Had your heart broken? no!!!!!
+ Had a dream come true? errrr. not exactly lah.
+ Done something you regret? lots.
+ Cheated on a test? does tingxie count?!
CURRENTLY...
+ Wearing? purple pyjama pants and green top. and a brown hat. haha.
+ Listening to? everything on my sister's playlist.
+ Located? sister's room.
+ Chatting with? noone. i'm studying for MEP TEST!
+ Watching? err the computer screen. duh.
+ Should REALLY be doing? studying MEP.
DO YOU...
+ Brush your teeth? LIKE, NO, NEVER! MUAHHHAHAHA.
+ Like anybody? no.
+ Have any piercings? ears
+ Drive? fffft. soon, soon.
+ Smoke? no. it stinks.
+ Have a cellphone? yep
+ Have a pager? hahaha no.
FRiENDS...
+ Who do you hate? hate is a strong word. let me think... E.L.?? wait but she's not a friend!
+ Who is the shyest? maybe april?
+ Who is the most talkative? hahah everyone... i think lydia wins tho.
+ Who is the cutest? me! haha nono. i think ming or april. zhiway, in a rubbish kinda way.
+ Who laughs the most? lydia, definitely.
+ Who have you known the longest? kelly! and like church people.
+ Who have you known the shortest? errrrrh. dunno.
+ Who do you miss the most? like now? at this moment? madhi.
+ Who do you turn to for personal problems? sarahtang sometimes. actually mostly i don't tell anyone...
+ Do you hang out with the opposite sex? huh. yah?
+ Do you trust your friends? some.
+ Are you a good friend? once in a while.
+ Can you keep a secret? yeah
+ Are you forgiving to your friends? sometimes. try to.
+ Have you ever cussed any of them out? hahah ummmm..
+ Got physical with them in a fight? eliza. but that was in self defence.
THE LAST PERSON YOU...
+ Hugged? errrr dunno.
+ Kissed? !
+ IMed? ming
+ Talked to on the phone? errrrrrr poon. i think.
+ Yelled at? *shrugs*
+ Beat up? no one! i am a gentle person
+ Fell in love with? no one!
+ Went out with? crapbag gang. to orchard. yeyy.
PERSONAL...
+ What do you want to be when you grow up? young again
+ What comes first in your life? God
+ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? no
+ What/Who are you most scared of? butterflies and wasting my entire life away.
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed? i pray before i go to bed. so that would be God.
+ Did you lose someone you really loved? my rabbit.. but that was awhile ago..
+ How many times have you fallen deeply in love? 0
+ Do you love your family? NATURALLY.! err. mostly yes, i do.
+ Love your friends? DURRRRH. thats why they're FRIENDS right?
+ Would you ever go out with a friend? *blinks*
FAVORITE...
+ Store: haha possibly NYDC. or venezia. or borders/kino.
+ Relative: auntie pui fun
+ Sports to play: run! or maybe netball.
+ Ice Cream Flavor: CHOCOLATE! and cookies and cream. and this kahlua thing they sell near my house but its got alcohol in it i think...
+ Fruit: nearly everything. except durian and pineapple.
+ Candy: don't really like candies... chocolates are for me(:
+ Holiday: CHRISTMAS!!
+ Day of the Week: FRIDAYS!!!
+ Time: SLEEPING TIME!
+ Color: GREEN! RED! BLACK!
+ Name for a Girl: MURIEL!!!! duh!
+ Name for a Boy: ezra, ezekiel.
+ Quote: ?? madness?
+ Flower: hmmm. i like blue roses. *HINT
DO YOU...
+ Like to give hugs? depends to who!
+ Like to give kisses? ditto
+ Prefer pecks or french? what do YOU THINK.
+ Like to walk in the rain? mostly yes.
+ Prefer black or blue pens? black i think.
+ Like to travel? YEAH!
+ Sleep on your side, stomach, or back? i don't know. i'm a messy sleeper.
+ Have a goldfish? gross! no. fish suck. they're all slimy and flappy.
+ Ever have the falling dream? sorta. mine always involves falling down a flight of stairs though
+ Have stuffed animals? yeah!
+ What do you usually dream about? people
+ Get flowers from friends or boyfriends? sometimes! the former lah.
+ Have enemies? haha. errrh. define enemy.
+ Cook? i can cook maggiemee!
whirlpool. yes. how nice. too bad, i'm a bit vague at times. the internet is a big bad place out there!
anw. how nice would it be, if i wasn't sensible, didn't weigh consequences, and could just do anything i wanted. for awhile. alot would happen. it would be quite an interesting experience i must say. too bad, things never work out that way. and sometimes i'm envious of those who can just. you know. rant and rave about stuff and speak their thoughts even if it involves a nice loud outburst. take nik for example. when nik says "screw it all!" she means it. she's like so carefree, lets go of stuff pretty easily...
garrh. i don't feel like typing all this here. so oh wells. lucky you.
btw mep-ers. well done, i think the concert was cool. considering, well, the circumstances. yes. (: