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 What does your handwriting say about YOU?The results of your analysis say: You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry. You are a person who thinks before acting, intelligent and thorough. You are diplomatic, objective, and live in the present. You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action. You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others. HAHA HEAR THAT. I'M INTELLIGENT. HA!
argh. i hate these kind of situations- and i'm not quite sure if i should be happy and feel all liberated, or if i should be feeling guilty instead. but whatever. what happens, happens, and although i hate disappointing people (esp parents), it had to happen at some point or another. it's not been a great week thus far. it's the small things that keep me going, really. firstly, i must declare how good God has been in answering my prayers, haha. my frequent desperate pleas for buses so i can get to school on time. i ALMOST kenahed dc for 3 days this week already man! monday, the bus came reallllyyy late, and 2 came together, and so it was a mad rush from the bus stop into the hall, and i just made it in! like as the teachers were half closing the doors. tuesday was slightly better, i still had 3 minutes when i was at the back gate. (thank God for nicole mao and her countdowns AHHAHA. my hero.) wed was okay, liza sent me. then today, THE BUS ELUDED ME AGAIN! stupid 74. (it happened last friday too.) i waited for AGES for the bus and IT DIDNT COME. groar. but anyway, as per last friday, we didnt get DC, coz there were just so many people. hur hur. okay other highlights. bumped into grace on wed after choir and got to take bus with her!(: i miss grace. haha somehow, seeing her in school isnt the same as truly catching up and all that. YAY GRACE. GABRIEL BOUGHT ME A ROSE!! so cute lah he, he got yan one that said "your wish is my command" and mine said "your wish is my command too!" CHARMER. hahaha(: yanners and the endless stream of funny moments that come from her. long live the Old Farts Rot society. haha. currently membership stands at 2, but what can i say. it's exclusive. the class(: i'm so glad i've got such a funny weird class. there's truly never a dull moment. take today's chinese lesson for instance. it was an endless laughter session thanks to nat and her stupid fortune telling system. which is, by the way, inaccurate. OH OH AND THEN. there was silly ceph who couldnt pronounce MELANCHOLY during lit!! omg! hahaha he kept making it sound like it was some fruit. and there was the aforementioned track incident with cj and bern. ok i admit, it's neverending. but anyway, counting your blessings is good! it keeps you positive, esp since according to the stress workshop, i'm a MAJOR pessimist. boohoo.
i didnt take swimming pe again today. and surprisingly, managed to work up the resolve to do the mandatory run with cj and bern. on to our fourth round of the MASSIVE track (i swear it's more than the standard 400m) these two gila girls started bleating out the funniest, weirdest thing ever: oh, my gosh, i really need a manicure the sun, i swear, is bleaching out my gorgeous hair 24, 64, i don't even know the score go, go, fight, fight! gee i hope i look alright. haha damn cute lah! anyway, i guess there's lots of stuff going on at the moment, but i just don't have the resolve to type them all out here. some things, just don't need to be shared. ------------------------------- I could go back to every laugh But I don't want to go there anymore and I Know all the steps up to your door But I don't want to go there anymore Talk to the wind, talk to the sky Talk to the man with the reasons why And let me know what you find I'll leave my window open Cause I'm too tired tonight To call your name Just know I'm right here hoping You'll come in with the rain
it's the peaceful times i sometimes think i treasure the most. right now i couldnt be happier. i'm sitting in my comfortably messy room with nice anna nalick songs playing from my laptop, blissfully ignoring the econnect junk i have yet to start doing. it's cold, but not too cold tonight. cold enough to wear hideous aquamarine pajama pants my auntie forced upon me some years ago (with wear and tear, these pants have become fuzzy and baggy and they feel like heaven) instead of shorts. there're stars tonight. well, star. my curtains are open and i can see just one twinkly thing. i thought it was an aeroplane initially, but i stared at it for awhile and realised it remained in the same place, something planes don't have a tendency to do. i wished on it! it's been awhile since i wished on a star. it's slightly dubious that my wish would actually happen, but you never know until you try right? actually i realise i told a lie. i could be happier. but i'll settle for this(: in other news, my mother has taken a liking to my acjc shorts and is currently parading around the living room in them. i'm not sure if moms are ALLOWED to wear fbts, but apparently mine disregards all fashion rules and wears them anyway. you go, girl. ----------------------------------- 2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake, "Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?, I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season" Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes Like they have any right at all to criticize, Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason 'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table No one can find the rewind button, girl. So cradle your head in your hands And breathe... just breathe, Oh breathe, just breathe May he turned 21 on the base at Fort Bliss "Just a day" he said down to the flask in his fist, "Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year." Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while, But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles, Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it. Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable, And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table. No one can find the rewind button, boys, So cradle your head in your hands, And breathe... just breathe,Oh breathe, just breathe There's a light at each end of this tunnel, You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again If you only try turning around. 2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me, Threatening the life it belongs to And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud And I know that you'll use them, however you want to But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,And life's like an hourglass, glued to the tableNo one can find the rewind button nowSing it if you understand.and breathe, just breathe
MU YOU SUCK!!!!!!!!!haha, just kiddding(: haha, you forgot that last time when you wanted me to help you make your template, i became some manager of your blog, so now i can post even when i'm logged into my own account!
that was eliza! I DONT KNOW WHY YOU STILL KNOW MY PASSWORD YOU SCARY BEAST. i am going to change it. i'm sorry if i sound like one of those teen tyrants going through some rebellious phase, but yes, i do consider it not only unfair but A GREAT INJUSTICE INDEED to be grounded for a whole month. SERIOUSLY. NOBODY IS GROUNDED FOR A MONTH. even in disturbia, some dude punched a teacher and he only got house arrested for 3 months. and come on, will you watch tv! when people miss their curfew, their parents go "go to your room!" and the next day IT'S FORGOTTEN ABOUT ISNT IT. which is what i did btw. miss my curfew. but it was only by 15 minutes! and it was for good reason. i was at caregroup! this makes it all the more annoying because it was for a good cause that i was late, and it wasnt like i was even doing anything extremely exciting or out of the ordinary. honestly, if i knew i was about to be grounded, i would ensure i had one last bash first. go paint the town red or sthg. roar! and also i think the reasons they give for grounding are COMPLETELY unfounded. it is highly unlikely that a fifteen minute difference in timing is going to warrant an ambush by a hoard of people with evil intentions. it's simply not possible that at eleven o'clock all the rapists, kidnappers and oily old men of the world pop out from behind bushes and leer at 17 year old girls who are walking past. PLUS MY CURFEW WAS LATER WHEN I WAS SEC 1. i swear. i used to go out with my friend, and her mom would drop us back at like 1 in the morning, and did i get grounded? NO. i swear, with every passing year of my life, the timing gets pushed earlier and earlier. soon it will be 6pm i bet. to some extent, i blame it upon myself. i should have been a more rebellious kid when i was younger, so now every small thing i do thats in the least way positive, wouldn't be taken for granted, but be celebrated with party poppers and fireworks. HA. it sucks to try to be a good daughter and all that stuff, and in the end, all that happens is that parents get raised expectations of you which you're forever striving to meet. i don't care i am going to get back somehow. i will start with accidentally on purpose finishing the toilet paper in the bathroom and forgetting to replace it. it's the small things that keep you sane. BLEH.
i couldn't help it! photos speak a thousand words after all.
DEAR ELIZA HAPPY BIRTHDAY(:
there would be more photos, but we both know what happened to them, so let us not harp upon it. cheers to our 5th year as FAMILY! haha, and many more to come. love you lots!
it's been awhile!!(:
You Are Easter
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You are an optimistic, hopeful, and genuinely sweet person.
Sensitive and affectionate, you are easily touched.
You love nature, animals, and anything cute or cuddly.
For you, every day is a new chance - no matter what happened yesterday.
What makes you celebrate: Almost anything. You love most holidays and celebrations.
At holiday get togethers, you do best as: The peacemaker. You can prevent any squabbles that might break out.
On a holiday, you're the one most likely to: Remember to include everyone
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Your Birthdate: March 14
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You work well with others. That is, you're good at getting them to do work for you.
It's true that you get by on your charm. But so what? You make people happy!
You're dynamic, clever, and funny. And people like to have you around.
But you're so restless, they better not expect you to stay around for long.
Your strength: Your superstar charisma
Your weakness: Commitment means nothing to you
Your power color: Fuchsia
Your power symbol: Diamond
Your power month: May
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You Are a Chocolate Chip Cookie
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Traditional and conservative, most people find you comforting.
You're friendly and easy to get to know. This makes you very popular - without even trying!
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What Muriel Means
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You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!
You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
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You Are 16% Evil
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You are good. So good, that you make evil people squirm.
Just remember, you may need to turn to the dark side to get what you want!
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You Belong in 1999
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With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good!
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You Are Likely a Third Born
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At your darkest moments, you feel vulnerable.
At work and school, you do best when you're comparing things.
When you love someone, you tend to like to please them.
In friendship, you are loyal to one person.
Your ideal careers are: sales, police officer, newspaper reporter, inventor, poet, and animal trainer.
You will leave your mark on the world with inventions, poetry, and inspiration.
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oftentimes, i think to myself that even if i could see into the future, i wouldn't want to. i wouldn't want to spoil the surprises that life brings, and i wouldn't want to live in constant anticipation of whatever bad things that may happen. then suddenly something like this happens, and i think that just maybe, i'd be better off knowing. just so i can prepare myself for it, and never take anything i have for granted. i guess only the knowledge that you're gonna lose something, can make you cherish it for its full value while it lasts. it's somewhat like knowing you have, say, a levels ahead. you dread it, but you accept it, and you prepare for it. if only that were possible on a much larger scale, to be applied to much more important things. in any case, my heart goes out to you.
mu
mgs, acjc
crapbaggang!
christian
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What does your handwriting say about YOU?The results of your analysis say: You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry. You are a person who thinks before acting, intelligent and thorough. You are diplomatic, objective, and live in the present. You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action. You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others. HAHA HEAR THAT. I'M INTELLIGENT. HA!
argh. i hate these kind of situations- and i'm not quite sure if i should be happy and feel all liberated, or if i should be feeling guilty instead. but whatever. what happens, happens, and although i hate disappointing people (esp parents), it had to happen at some point or another. it's not been a great week thus far. it's the small things that keep me going, really. firstly, i must declare how good God has been in answering my prayers, haha. my frequent desperate pleas for buses so i can get to school on time. i ALMOST kenahed dc for 3 days this week already man! monday, the bus came reallllyyy late, and 2 came together, and so it was a mad rush from the bus stop into the hall, and i just made it in! like as the teachers were half closing the doors. tuesday was slightly better, i still had 3 minutes when i was at the back gate. (thank God for nicole mao and her countdowns AHHAHA. my hero.) wed was okay, liza sent me. then today, THE BUS ELUDED ME AGAIN! stupid 74. (it happened last friday too.) i waited for AGES for the bus and IT DIDNT COME. groar. but anyway, as per last friday, we didnt get DC, coz there were just so many people. hur hur. okay other highlights. bumped into grace on wed after choir and got to take bus with her!(: i miss grace. haha somehow, seeing her in school isnt the same as truly catching up and all that. YAY GRACE. GABRIEL BOUGHT ME A ROSE!! so cute lah he, he got yan one that said "your wish is my command" and mine said "your wish is my command too!" CHARMER. hahaha(: yanners and the endless stream of funny moments that come from her. long live the Old Farts Rot society. haha. currently membership stands at 2, but what can i say. it's exclusive. the class(: i'm so glad i've got such a funny weird class. there's truly never a dull moment. take today's chinese lesson for instance. it was an endless laughter session thanks to nat and her stupid fortune telling system. which is, by the way, inaccurate. OH OH AND THEN. there was silly ceph who couldnt pronounce MELANCHOLY during lit!! omg! hahaha he kept making it sound like it was some fruit. and there was the aforementioned track incident with cj and bern. ok i admit, it's neverending. but anyway, counting your blessings is good! it keeps you positive, esp since according to the stress workshop, i'm a MAJOR pessimist. boohoo.
i didnt take swimming pe again today. and surprisingly, managed to work up the resolve to do the mandatory run with cj and bern. on to our fourth round of the MASSIVE track (i swear it's more than the standard 400m) these two gila girls started bleating out the funniest, weirdest thing ever: oh, my gosh, i really need a manicure the sun, i swear, is bleaching out my gorgeous hair 24, 64, i don't even know the score go, go, fight, fight! gee i hope i look alright. haha damn cute lah! anyway, i guess there's lots of stuff going on at the moment, but i just don't have the resolve to type them all out here. some things, just don't need to be shared. ------------------------------- I could go back to every laugh But I don't want to go there anymore and I Know all the steps up to your door But I don't want to go there anymore Talk to the wind, talk to the sky Talk to the man with the reasons why And let me know what you find I'll leave my window open Cause I'm too tired tonight To call your name Just know I'm right here hoping You'll come in with the rain
it's the peaceful times i sometimes think i treasure the most. right now i couldnt be happier. i'm sitting in my comfortably messy room with nice anna nalick songs playing from my laptop, blissfully ignoring the econnect junk i have yet to start doing. it's cold, but not too cold tonight. cold enough to wear hideous aquamarine pajama pants my auntie forced upon me some years ago (with wear and tear, these pants have become fuzzy and baggy and they feel like heaven) instead of shorts. there're stars tonight. well, star. my curtains are open and i can see just one twinkly thing. i thought it was an aeroplane initially, but i stared at it for awhile and realised it remained in the same place, something planes don't have a tendency to do. i wished on it! it's been awhile since i wished on a star. it's slightly dubious that my wish would actually happen, but you never know until you try right? actually i realise i told a lie. i could be happier. but i'll settle for this(: in other news, my mother has taken a liking to my acjc shorts and is currently parading around the living room in them. i'm not sure if moms are ALLOWED to wear fbts, but apparently mine disregards all fashion rules and wears them anyway. you go, girl. ----------------------------------- 2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake, "Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?, I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season" Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes Like they have any right at all to criticize, Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason 'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table No one can find the rewind button, girl. So cradle your head in your hands And breathe... just breathe, Oh breathe, just breathe May he turned 21 on the base at Fort Bliss "Just a day" he said down to the flask in his fist, "Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year." Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while, But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles, Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it. Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable, And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table. No one can find the rewind button, boys, So cradle your head in your hands, And breathe... just breathe,Oh breathe, just breathe There's a light at each end of this tunnel, You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again If you only try turning around. 2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me, Threatening the life it belongs to And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud And I know that you'll use them, however you want to But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,And life's like an hourglass, glued to the tableNo one can find the rewind button nowSing it if you understand.and breathe, just breathe
MU YOU SUCK!!!!!!!!!haha, just kiddding(: haha, you forgot that last time when you wanted me to help you make your template, i became some manager of your blog, so now i can post even when i'm logged into my own account!
that was eliza! I DONT KNOW WHY YOU STILL KNOW MY PASSWORD YOU SCARY BEAST. i am going to change it. i'm sorry if i sound like one of those teen tyrants going through some rebellious phase, but yes, i do consider it not only unfair but A GREAT INJUSTICE INDEED to be grounded for a whole month. SERIOUSLY. NOBODY IS GROUNDED FOR A MONTH. even in disturbia, some dude punched a teacher and he only got house arrested for 3 months. and come on, will you watch tv! when people miss their curfew, their parents go "go to your room!" and the next day IT'S FORGOTTEN ABOUT ISNT IT. which is what i did btw. miss my curfew. but it was only by 15 minutes! and it was for good reason. i was at caregroup! this makes it all the more annoying because it was for a good cause that i was late, and it wasnt like i was even doing anything extremely exciting or out of the ordinary. honestly, if i knew i was about to be grounded, i would ensure i had one last bash first. go paint the town red or sthg. roar! and also i think the reasons they give for grounding are COMPLETELY unfounded. it is highly unlikely that a fifteen minute difference in timing is going to warrant an ambush by a hoard of people with evil intentions. it's simply not possible that at eleven o'clock all the rapists, kidnappers and oily old men of the world pop out from behind bushes and leer at 17 year old girls who are walking past. PLUS MY CURFEW WAS LATER WHEN I WAS SEC 1. i swear. i used to go out with my friend, and her mom would drop us back at like 1 in the morning, and did i get grounded? NO. i swear, with every passing year of my life, the timing gets pushed earlier and earlier. soon it will be 6pm i bet. to some extent, i blame it upon myself. i should have been a more rebellious kid when i was younger, so now every small thing i do thats in the least way positive, wouldn't be taken for granted, but be celebrated with party poppers and fireworks. HA. it sucks to try to be a good daughter and all that stuff, and in the end, all that happens is that parents get raised expectations of you which you're forever striving to meet. i don't care i am going to get back somehow. i will start with accidentally on purpose finishing the toilet paper in the bathroom and forgetting to replace it. it's the small things that keep you sane. BLEH.
i couldn't help it! photos speak a thousand words after all.
DEAR ELIZA HAPPY BIRTHDAY(:
there would be more photos, but we both know what happened to them, so let us not harp upon it. cheers to our 5th year as FAMILY! haha, and many more to come. love you lots!
it's been awhile!!(:
You Are Easter
|
You are an optimistic, hopeful, and genuinely sweet person.
Sensitive and affectionate, you are easily touched.
You love nature, animals, and anything cute or cuddly.
For you, every day is a new chance - no matter what happened yesterday.
What makes you celebrate: Almost anything. You love most holidays and celebrations.
At holiday get togethers, you do best as: The peacemaker. You can prevent any squabbles that might break out.
On a holiday, you're the one most likely to: Remember to include everyone
|
Your Birthdate: March 14
|
You work well with others. That is, you're good at getting them to do work for you.
It's true that you get by on your charm. But so what? You make people happy!
You're dynamic, clever, and funny. And people like to have you around.
But you're so restless, they better not expect you to stay around for long.
Your strength: Your superstar charisma
Your weakness: Commitment means nothing to you
Your power color: Fuchsia
Your power symbol: Diamond
Your power month: May
|
You Are a Chocolate Chip Cookie
|
Traditional and conservative, most people find you comforting.
You're friendly and easy to get to know. This makes you very popular - without even trying!
|
What Muriel Means
|
You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!
You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
|
You Are 16% Evil
|
You are good. So good, that you make evil people squirm.
Just remember, you may need to turn to the dark side to get what you want!
|
You Belong in 1999
|
With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good!
|
You Are Likely a Third Born
|
At your darkest moments, you feel vulnerable.
At work and school, you do best when you're comparing things.
When you love someone, you tend to like to please them.
In friendship, you are loyal to one person.
Your ideal careers are: sales, police officer, newspaper reporter, inventor, poet, and animal trainer.
You will leave your mark on the world with inventions, poetry, and inspiration.
|
oftentimes, i think to myself that even if i could see into the future, i wouldn't want to. i wouldn't want to spoil the surprises that life brings, and i wouldn't want to live in constant anticipation of whatever bad things that may happen. then suddenly something like this happens, and i think that just maybe, i'd be better off knowing. just so i can prepare myself for it, and never take anything i have for granted. i guess only the knowledge that you're gonna lose something, can make you cherish it for its full value while it lasts. it's somewhat like knowing you have, say, a levels ahead. you dread it, but you accept it, and you prepare for it. if only that were possible on a much larger scale, to be applied to much more important things. in any case, my heart goes out to you.
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