Saturday, December 31, 2005
haha i'm still happy..
and trying not to think of sch starting again..
gulp.
(:
don't you dare burst my happy bubble(:
haha i'm still happy..
and trying not to think of sch starting again..
gulp.
(:
don't you dare burst my happy bubble(:
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
hahaha i feel so happy at this moment in time i could almost jump up and down
i havent felt this for ages..
not even at Christmas..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
(:
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
on the one hand, i really want to wring your neck.
on the other hand, i really owe you an apology.
but i can't believe what you said.
i can't believe what you thought.
i can't believe we drifted SO much.
i've never felt this let down by anyone before.
yet i've never let down anyone worse before.
i think.
so should i bother to try to reconcile this stuff?
or should i just.. let it go. let everything go..
i should really stop being so affected by the twerps who rule the world.
either that or i should step up on my own twerp ability.
Monday, December 26, 2005
Your Word is a light unto my path
Your Love guides me through my darkest night
And even though sometimes Your ways
I cannot understand
I'll never walk away because
My future's in Your hands
thank you God for a lovely Christmas, even if it wasn't a spectacular one.
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
hahhah well today was fun.. haha i dun think i've laughed this hard before..
nor as embarrassingly. i mean.. uncontrollable laughter while enjoying a meal in Long John's Silvers is quite noticeable all around..
hahah but seriously.. pineapple on the window..
who would have thought?!
HAHHAHHAHHAHAHHAHA well here i go again..
just had my fundraising concert today.. after the concert i was happily carrying my flute and about to walk down the stairs.. when this man just suddenly FELL. down the stairs. and he hit his head on the ground, and after tt he was unconscious..
it was SO SCARY.. i have never seen anything like it before.
to think that just a second before he was all fine and happy..
*shudders.
i really pray tt he'll be okay...
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
well. this song (and this is your cue to turn on your speakers.) is the most IRRITATING song on the planet, after, say, kokomo. SO DON'T ASK ME WHY I ENJOY IT. haha although i must say it's super effective in chasing people away... just singing it and trying to look seductive drove my big sister into her room for the night! (bwahaha!)
i also almost had a car accident while it was playing but that is out of point. anyway the seatbelt scratched my neck ok! so my neck has a red line... so ugly...
Think of all the fun I've missed,
Think of all the fellows that I haven't kissed
Next year I could be just as good
If you check off my christmas list
...
so santa baby,
hurry down the chimney tonight!
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
well. okay. it's really quite unbelievable that her dad would really kill himself... it's unbelievable that ANYONE would kill him/herself, when there really is always something to live for. or someONE to live for.
even in Castaway (stupid, stupid show. but i like it.) the fed ex man didn't kill himself coz he had this ONE FREAKING PARCEL to deliver. a mission.
and besides. death is so FINAL. you can't reverse it.. it's the end you know. and it's even worse if one isn't a Christian.
i feel so bad for her.. although i'm not so close to her. I SAT NEXT TO HER IN PRIMARY 3 OKAY. the Happy Times. and she'd never know that her dad's life would end this way. well. it just goes to show how you really never do know what's gonna happen. like on this day, last year.. i didn't know i would be sitting in my room exactly a year later, thinking about people dying.
in Tuesdays with Morrie, he said that every year, you pass the anniversary of your death. scary aint it. but it's quite true. unless, of course, you die on the 29th of Februrary...
well. i'm not afraid to die, cuz you know, heaven's really gonna be a much better place. but still. i'm afraid of not treasuring the time God's given me to spend on this earth. of not fulfilling my task(s). of not spending enough time with the people who really matter to me, not telling them all the things i want to say.
i really don't think i could stand it if someone close to me died, or worse still, kills his/herself.
.
sad.happy.sad.happy.sad.happy.sad.
ugh.
but i've started running outdoors again.
happy(:
Thursday, December 08, 2005
 I took the "The Color Personality" quiz on gURL.com | |||
 |  | My personality is... blue You're a cool and collected blue... According to color psychology, you're the very picture of serenity. You're probably great at keeping calm and clear-headed when others are freaking out... Read more... What color is your personality? | |
ha. i'm a magnet.. i'm ATTRACTIVE!
 I took the "The Aura Color Personality" quiz on gURL.com | |||
 | | My aura is... blue Are you blue? No worries--having a blue aura does not condemn one to a life of sorrow. But those with blue auras are some of the most emotional people on the planet. Blues are quite sensitive to other people's feelings... Read more... What color is your aura? | |
whoa blue again.. hmmm.
Thursday, December 01, 2005
| Personality Disorder Test Results
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personality tests by similarminds.com
so.. i am..
Avoidant Personality Disorder - individual is socially inhibited, feels inadequate, and is oversensitive to criticism
Paranoid Personality Disorder - individual generally tends to interpret the actions of others as threatening
Schizoid Personality Disorder - individual generally detached from social relationships, and shows a narrow range of emotional expression in various social settings.
Borderline Personality Disorder - individual shows a generalized pattern of instability in interpersonal relationships, self-image, and observable emotions, and significant impulsiveness.
I THINK.
some parts are wrong. and some are rather right. hmmmmmmm.