Tuesday, January 16, 2007
today i finally went jogging with crystal.
it left me with a peaceful feeling; it made things feel more like they used to be, more like i've always thought they should be. i suppose i could call it comfort. like when in the midst of all this rapid change, it's really good to slow down sometimes. much as i like actually RUNNING with crys and her slave driver type of perseverence, it's actually the times when we walk slowy back with our drinks and just talk that make me treasure it even more. typically, we would bump into ms ho, or sometimes talk abt ms ho. well, today, she drove past us! ahha it's like the icing on the cake man. or the cherry on top of the ice cream. though i don't like cherries, i really prefer hot fudge, but that's beside the point.
crys reminded me tt the last time we just strolled around aimlessly like that was during the first week of o's, before i kicked my toe on zai's table and thus couldn't wear a shoe to run in. during tt time, we talked about 2007, about where we'd be, particularly where i'd be. it seemed to be quite impossible tt i'd actually get into ac. well here i am now, and i suppose i ought to treasure it more.
thank God for crys. she's one of the bestest friends i could ever ask for(O: EVEN THOUGH SHE CONTINUES TO WEAR HER BADGE SO HIGH LIKE HER LIFE DEPENDS UPON IT. i still love her! hahaha. ok. i'm going to be a nerd and read about plate tectonics now. farewell!
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Oh Lord You've searched me
You know my way
Even when I fail You
I know You love me
Your holy presence
Surrounding me
In every season
I know You love me
I know You love me
At the cross I bow my knee
Where Your blood was shed for me
There's no greater love than this
You have overcome the grave
Your glory fills the highest place
What can separate me now
You go before me
You shield my way
Your hand upholds me
I know You love me
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And when the earth fades
Falls from my eyes
And You stand before me
I know You love me
I know You love me