Monday, March 12, 2007
i surprise myself. i actually have not outgrown the s club 7 phase, as i previously thought. this is disturbing! i'm too old to like s club 7.
suddenly the moment's gone
and all your dreams are upside down
and you just wanna change the way the world goes round.
ah well. i'm going to be 17 on wednesday. i think it's an awfully old age to be. (no offence to anyone.) seriously. 17 means i'm gonna be past mid teens. it means more responsibilities, more choices to make, more freedom to make these choices. i guess everyone just deals with it. everyone has to learn to stand on their own two feet sooner or later, don't they? ahha. being older can be good too(O: i guess, you're given chances to make bigger differences, dream bigger dreams, make long lasting impacts maybe- in short, to ultimately live your own life.
i know i have high hopes for being 17.
above all, i hope that it's a year where i'll really grow into a more Godly person. i know i know, i'm always saying that. but i now understand something more. that it's never easy! that when God moulds you into a better person, sometimes you go through situations that are difficult, situations that break you and hurt you, situations that sometimes you just feel like running away from. yet it's from these that make you more matured, that teach you so much, and that ultimately, you could/should thank Him for. and i hope that as i become a more Godly person, that my actions would show as such. yup, all humans make poor examples of a Christian at some point or another. thus, maybe i could even say that i am VERY VERY human, the number of mistakes i've made. oh well. i just pray that God will use me and shape me as He pleases(O:
and once again, i find myself thanking God for blessing me with really really wonderful friends. in the past year, i've truly gotten to know (as in KNOW) some people, and they've proven time and again to be such an encouragement to me.
I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you
I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you
I'll miss you
I'll kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
I'll need you
I'll feed you
Even let you hold the remote control
...
I wanna grow old with you