Sunday, May 13, 2007
i hate the feeling of being completely, totally, utterly powerless to change a situation that so greatly needs changing. it's a situation that may get better, or worse, but won't go away. if it ever goes away that will be the hardest of all, in fact.
oh i don't know. the fact that it's a person who's so close to my heart amplifies the yucky feeling in me.
i guess all i can do now is hope and pray. and find ways and means to tell, show, just get it across to you somehow, that someone cares. very very much. i love you!
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There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart
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Why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together
i wish i could go back to the times when things hadn't changed. i wish i had treasured them more. most of all, i wish you feel better.