Sunday, September 21, 2008
i liked studying with crystal on saturday(:
somehow it was like the old days, and it made me remember what it was like to actually have a goal (although i would say it's also kinda a dream, haha). and maybe to a certain extent, i think now i believe in myself a bit more. like she said, 42 days more is quite a bit of time, and its a space of time in which i can do alot. i CAN do alot. and if i think about it, i'm about to end my jc life in around 2 months, so if there's a time to give it my best shot, its now.
i think its probably time to stop thinking about the practicalities of things, and just do it, just give my best. i guess one thing that's been missing in my jc life is genuinely studying for God. it's something that just went out of my mind after secondary school, when i began just aiming to get by.
so i shall endeavour to run this race with perseverance, and i'll try, i honestly will, to bear in mind that it's Christ i'm doing this for(: